Conflicted

So I don't have a job yet, and I have no money. I also have 6 months until my next student load comes in. My rent + bills with my roomate paying half rent I still need to come up with about $1200 a month. F my little life. I have no idea what to do. Be evicted and live in a box. Dam it!

Lonely much

School is back in. It's not to bad. But I'm going through another depression period where I miss people, I'm lonely, not motivated, and I'm sad. Sounds like fun eh? I wish one person is enough but what do you do when that one person is with others and your alone? Well you can feel the way I do today. I wish someone moved here with me sometimes. Money is a problem too. So stressful! Gurr!