Remember

Your in my dreams and I wake up to find you gone. Leaving alone is what makes it so impossible to return. Effort could have saved us. But fear lost everything. We took the happiness for granted and now there is excruciating emptiness where the happiness went unnoticed. I hope I never again feel the way I did when we ended our life together. But I do believe that the pain was worth pure love I gave that I may never give so strongly again. Because it felt so good.

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I haven't written much in here lately. Im on a medication that makes my anxiety, depression, and OCD. I am happier now.
I am ASMing a theatre extra show. Greg is the lead in it too.
Also I love my job! I hope to be getting a bird! A cockatiel! Marcutio is His name <3
And even though Greg will be leaving Lethbridge after the first summer session, I'm going to stay in Lethbridge. Not 100% sure but that is my mind frame now.