Smiles and Miles

My parents just left Lethbridge this morning. They were here to see Moveable Feast which is now over. They re-arranged my appointment and now it actually looks nice!
Yesterday there was also I huge fire around the west side as well as 144km/hr winds. My building was on emergency evacuation standby.
My boyfriend and I had a wonderful day together and watched Apocalypse Now. He wants to move to Calgary once he graduates. He graduates this summer. And I really do not want to move to Calgary. He is not %100 sure yet so its hard to talk about it. I don't do long distance.

I wish you luck on life and I hope you wish me the same! <3

Snow<3

I cleaned/rearranged my apartment! I still need to make my bed room livable, and organize my bathroom. And then I'll be good! Maybe my mom and dad will make my place more maintainable when they are here visiting. Oh I have to do dishes too!
It snowed today! It's exciting. I can't wait until the show I'm in is over and I can pay for my schooling or rent. Because I'll be able to work more hours.
I hope I do good this semester. And I hope Christmas will be a good break!

Almost over

I cast my Directing scene for class and now I need to figure out how to schedule my life with 3 different rehearsals, work, school, and homework. Meh so far not too fun.

Piano

Today I wanted to kill things during rehearsal. But after rehearsal our director gave my friend and I a ride home. She's a sweet person but a frustrating director.
Last night I stayed at the school after rehearsal for a while and played piano.
I also got 4 beta fish at the end of last week! They are lovely.

Work, School, Money, Show, & Family

I love my job but my manager can make me feel pretty shitty sometimes. School is good I feel. I'm not behind in classes. I can't write a good essay to save my life but I won't fail from that. Our show is coming along nicely. I'm looking forward to getting it on its solid feel. My brother got assaulted Saturday night and has a beat up face!
I have no money and I don't know how I'm going to pay for next semester. Or my rent or food. I have no food. Oh and I need a bus pass! I'm stressed and breaking down slowly. I have no time for anything and I have Ovarian cysts. Google it, it's fun. One two more months and everything should calm down. But until them I might cry.

I want to be loved

I want to be loved;
For my love of animals
For the songs always stuck in my head
For the faces I make
The noises I make
For the weird names I give things
And for the things I give names
For the decisions I make
The opinions I have
The movies I like
And the people I like
For the the wedding I want
And the babies I want
For the music I write
And the music I listen to
For the clothes I have
The jewelry I wear
And the things I cry at
I want to be loved for me

Burrrr

It's getting chilly out side. And my house is again a disaster! Again. I need to find motivation and time to clean.