Enough is enough. I really need to take some more initiative in my life. I take on so much and then get pitied when life happens and I fall behind. I don't want pity but I should just get back up and charge forward no matter what happens. Sometimes the things that happen really suck but there is time in everyday to deal with that. I don't have to deal with it by canceling things and falling behind. I need to build ambition and encouragement for myself in those times. And I need to, some how, manage the amount of things I sign myself up for. Because clearly I can't handle so much. (This is basically a self pep talk).
I have two jobs, but I'm going to get another one. I need to get rid of this stress of paying my rent, bus-pass, utilities. Sometimes it's understandable to ask for help but I need my own safety net. I need to get on it!
I'm getting frustrated... "In a controversy the instant we feel anger we have already ceased striving for the truth, and have begun striving for ourselves."
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