What am I doing?

Maybe it's not good how often I self-reflect. But maybe that's just the kind of person I am right now.
I'm sitting here thinking about who I am and what I'm doing with my life: in this moment. Do I enjoy being here? If yes, why? If not, why? What are the pros and cons? The answer is both: I do enjoy being here but there are things I don't like.

I bought a snack mix yesterday. With pretzels and cheesie's and hoops.I want them right now. But they are too far away. I'm at the University and they are in my pantry at home. Oh well.

Boys:
There are boys in my life. A couple of them are pretty awesome. And some of them want to be with me but I don't want that kind of relationship with them. So friendships deteriorate. It's kind of sad. And sometimes when I know a romantic relationship wont work I don't tell them for a few days just so I can say some kind of unspoken goodbye because I know once I break the news, that they will not talk to me anymore. Why is it so difficult for boys and girls to be friends? Silly just silly.

Anyways remember when Facebook NOTES were all the rage? And your friends would tag you in little blog like entry's where they mention you. I just thought of those. No reason. ;)